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Idolization is a strange and dangerous thing.
Yet we all do it. Either aware or unaware.
It all starts when we see an artist here whose work we like a lot.
Most of us have been there. Seeing the work of an artists that hits a soft spot in you, for whatever reason that might be.
You admire it, but at the same time you feel sad because you realize your level is still miles away from this artist, and you will probably never be able to do the same.
But despite everything, you start following this person. And you keep following him.
Because somewhere deep in your soul, you hold the believe --or rather, hope-- that when you watch it long enough, it will reveal it's tricks.
That it will inspire you in some way. And that you'll be able to do the same.
Unconsciously, we all build images of our idol.
It's human nature, I guess. We fill in all the blanks. The things that we don't know from this person.
Because an idol isn't a person anymore at that point. It has become an icon. Something that we look up to.
We tend to think that great talent comes with a great personality. A strong personality. An inspiring one.
We hold up this image, to justify our idolization. That it's not just a normal person we admire, but an exceptionally great one.
Only to find ourselves utterly disappointed when it doesn't turn out to be that way.
Talent doesn't always come with a great personality.
And this idol might not be the person you thought he was. He might not even hold up to your expectations.
Because at the end of the day, we're all human, and we all have flaws.
Thinking there are exceptions to this rule, is nothing more than being delusional.
You think this is maddening?
Try to place yourself on the other side of the circle -- in the shoes of the idol that you admired.
A person that started out, just like you, from nothing and just happened to do something that other people thought was inspiring.
How by doing what he loved to do, he finds himself in the position to deal with countless of people that tell him he sucks, because he doesn't match up with the expectations they had of him. Expectations he didn't know of in the first place. Expectations that he probably never wanted, but finds himself into anyway. Because the internet allows each and every person to tell what he thinks, no matter if good or bad, reasonable or unreasonable. Whether asked or unasked for.
Let's stop this madness.
See your fellow artists, no matter how good they are, as humans rather than icons.
Because you might not see it over the internet, but there's a person there at the other side of the line.
A real person, just like you.
That can get hurt, just like you.
A human being that has it's reasons to create the stuff that he does. Reasons that often don't even include you or his public in general -- because most artists started doing art for personal reasons.
You are just there because you happened to find his work inspiring.
We all have our reasons to do what we do.
We all fight our own battles.
Don't judge us for it.
Instead enjoy the feeling of knowing that you're not alone when you've found another human being that is similar to you.
Yet we all do it. Either aware or unaware.
It all starts when we see an artist here whose work we like a lot.
Most of us have been there. Seeing the work of an artists that hits a soft spot in you, for whatever reason that might be.
You admire it, but at the same time you feel sad because you realize your level is still miles away from this artist, and you will probably never be able to do the same.
But despite everything, you start following this person. And you keep following him.
Because somewhere deep in your soul, you hold the believe --or rather, hope-- that when you watch it long enough, it will reveal it's tricks.
That it will inspire you in some way. And that you'll be able to do the same.
Unconsciously, we all build images of our idol.
It's human nature, I guess. We fill in all the blanks. The things that we don't know from this person.
Because an idol isn't a person anymore at that point. It has become an icon. Something that we look up to.
We tend to think that great talent comes with a great personality. A strong personality. An inspiring one.
We hold up this image, to justify our idolization. That it's not just a normal person we admire, but an exceptionally great one.
Only to find ourselves utterly disappointed when it doesn't turn out to be that way.
Talent doesn't always come with a great personality.
And this idol might not be the person you thought he was. He might not even hold up to your expectations.
Because at the end of the day, we're all human, and we all have flaws.
Thinking there are exceptions to this rule, is nothing more than being delusional.
You think this is maddening?
Try to place yourself on the other side of the circle -- in the shoes of the idol that you admired.
A person that started out, just like you, from nothing and just happened to do something that other people thought was inspiring.
How by doing what he loved to do, he finds himself in the position to deal with countless of people that tell him he sucks, because he doesn't match up with the expectations they had of him. Expectations he didn't know of in the first place. Expectations that he probably never wanted, but finds himself into anyway. Because the internet allows each and every person to tell what he thinks, no matter if good or bad, reasonable or unreasonable. Whether asked or unasked for.
Let's stop this madness.
See your fellow artists, no matter how good they are, as humans rather than icons.
Because you might not see it over the internet, but there's a person there at the other side of the line.
A real person, just like you.
That can get hurt, just like you.
A human being that has it's reasons to create the stuff that he does. Reasons that often don't even include you or his public in general -- because most artists started doing art for personal reasons.
You are just there because you happened to find his work inspiring.
We all have our reasons to do what we do.
We all fight our own battles.
Don't judge us for it.
Instead enjoy the feeling of knowing that you're not alone when you've found another human being that is similar to you.
I'm still alive
It's been a while since I last posted and people have sending me worried messages, so I wanted to let you all know I'm doing fine. I don't have corona and I'm not dead. My computer broke down a while ago, and the consistent problems of working with a broken system and not having the money to properly fix or replace it eventually made me very demotivated to draw. As an artist I've always suffered from self-doubt and massive imposter syndrome. No matter how good I get, I'm always critical at my work. The last batch of commissions I did (even though for a good cause) just emphasized that feeling of not being creatively ready to venture into professional spheres. I honestly respect the people who do, but it's not for me. The pressure of having to churn out quality work on a time limit (next to my regular work) burned me out, and I needed some time off the internet to recuperate. Thank you all for your supportive messages. I'm trying to pick up my art again. Slowly, and working on my
Emergency commissions for vet bills [ON HOLD]
Update April 23, 2020
I'm literally blown away by all the response I got.
I have now filled up a first batch of commissions.
As much as will help me cover the initial bill. And as much as will be possible to deliver, considering I have to do those drawings in my free time (I have a regular job to attend as well).
I expect to deliver commissions somewhere over the upcoming 6 weeks.
Depending on the situation with the cat I might open up more commissions in the future.
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Hey guys.
My beloved cat, Pepper, fell sick. I had to go take her to the vet. It's at this moment yet uncertain what's wrong with her, but she needed to get b
Git gud
It's so tiring to hear people dismiss the ability to create art as sheer talent, and tell me they could never do the same as I do. What do you expect me to answer? That some divine being came down and blessed me with the ability to do art? And you haven't got that divine skill, so you never could do it, and we should all pity you for it?
The truth is that there isn't much of a difference, except that I spend a lot of time creating art. I learned how to draw hands, because I've drawn hundreds of them over the last couple of years. I learned writing because I write nearly every day, and read books when I don't. I spend a lot of time creating a
2019 art goals
Leaving this year as a reminder to myself.
:bulletblack: Drawing more detailed environments
:bulletgreen: Drawing more figures in perspective (Ref: http://www.posemaniacs.com/ ?)
:bulletgreen: Drawing more hands & feet
:bulletgreen: Finish writing my 5175 short story
:bulletblack: Joining#100headschallenge (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0A_kQsxeeTE)
:bulletred: Joining AdorkaStock (https://www.deviantart.com/adorkastock)'s DEJ 2019 (if organized this year)
If you're aware of any fun art challenges I might be interested in (geared towards improvement), please let me know.
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Agreed. Also when you see your biggest art inspiartions as the humans they are it might even encourage you... You are a human, they are human there is nothing that would hold you back from reaching their level too.
I found out about this when I watched a now known artist from their beginning on. We were reguarly talking here and there, getting to know each other and then suddenly she improved a hella lot, her popularity skyrocketed, big companies started to commission her... but whenever we chat she is still the same person, just a bit busier than before.
I found out about this when I watched a now known artist from their beginning on. We were reguarly talking here and there, getting to know each other and then suddenly she improved a hella lot, her popularity skyrocketed, big companies started to commission her... but whenever we chat she is still the same person, just a bit busier than before.